Najois

My heart is losing its’ grip, but what’s reality when you ain’t got no…

I can’t let go of this feeling, just to possess you,

but I can’t even tell if I love you. Ferociously desire you.

Spending my days and nights obsessing over you. Every little word becomes a story without an ending and I get lost in this disgusting nightmare.

Wish I could bring back my sanity, but now I’m locked up into my own foolishness.

I didn’t even care about you to start with. I think I still don’t.

The walls of my prison tell a story of their own, a story that never even existed to start with

He is my love, He is my heart and I,

I just want you to die.

Let me destroy you, so I can rebuild you

Into the slave of my feelings.

So just crave me, desperately

And then Disappear

Building morbid castles in the skies, I’ll draw your fate in the sand

Knowing all too well that the first blow of the wind will make you vanish

Leaving a faint memory of whatever I imagine you to be

But why won’t you love me, so I can hurt you

Why won’t you obsess over me so I can ignore you

Why won’t you crave me so I can starve you

My nails crave to carve a painting in your back, stain you with the mark of my beast

Letting you remember I’ve been here. That only I have ever been here. (999)

Let me be the woman that you can cry over, a never ending river that will flood the land so nothing can grow out of you.

He is my love, He is my heart and I,

I just want you to die.

Let me destroy you, so I can rebuild you

Into the slave of my feelings.

So just crave me, desperately

And then disappear

Just disappear